wow, didn't expect writing about my grandma this time would trigger such a mood swing. I was a bit happy yesterday that I thougth I had managed to muster a bit of inner energy in me for recovery. It's definitely a bad plunge so far. The most I plunge downward the most I miss H. I now can understand a bit why my therapist keeps suggesting me to ask H to re-consider his relationship. Well well well, don't think I can overcome that route of breaking out other's relationship. I feel the whole panic attack running over me now. Again my logical thinking is thining every second. I am engulfed in full emotion currently.
My healing reset to zero once again..........
My healing reset to zero once again..........
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