Sunday, April 12, 2009

Diary - 12 Apr 09

I have been extremely lethargy since my return from Tokyo. I slept almost throughout the whole Sat day and night and woke up this morning very late. Still feeling very tired. The trip was fine actually. In a way, I am glad that I have finally fulfilled my wish of accompanying my mum for a tour. This sounded very stupid, but I really required to overcome many hurdles from external and within me mentally. My setup just wasn't wired in this way and I am glad now that I managed to complete the trip without much turbulent in me. I believe both my mum and sis enjoyed the trip reasonably well.

I received a sms from an unregistered guy last month, msg "call u but no reply. What happen". I don't know who he is and I didn't have any missed call actually. I have the habit of cleaning up my phone contact once in a while. I don't normally like to keep the following categories of contact :

- the number that I should forget
- the number that I don't usually use
- the number that I don't need
- the number that only required temporary memory

I know it's not very polite to text back the person to ask about his identity. People will get offended and I always got no further answer in my previous few such attempts. In this case, I thought for quite a while and decided to text back "Are you sure you have the right number?". I thought it was quite a logical question to ask as I had no any missed call. However, the outcome was the same, I received no answer from the other party again.

I received another msg from the same guy again when I was in Tokyo, "Dear I miss miss miss u alot". I would be quite touched 3 years ago when I received such msg. I am only quite confused now as who this guy is. I just can't recount to whom I deserves him to miss me 3 times so much. Though I wasn't touched, I at least should treat this person with enough kindness for missing me so much. I texted back "yep, yep... anything happen?". I thought someone who suddenly thought of me so much might be encountering difficulty in life now that need a listening ear. He replied "Anything happened means what?". Well, guess I had to explain, "Asking if you are fine-:) How are you?". He replied "ok. work as usual. Just took my lunch. Miss u"..... Huh, the forth time and I still don't know who is thinking of me. I kindly responded " good, work hard ya." We stopped there with my doubt on his identify grows every second. Later, I tried again with another msg "Can give me your msn?". I got this reply to show my effort was in vain," I do not have dear. I mean msn." Maybe I should have just asked who he is.