Finally, I mustered all my courage to visit a psychologist yesterday. The therapist concluded that the part of my brain that control the emotion and feeling has hurt and suffered great pain from all my recent experiences. The pain is overwhelming and it is affecting the part of my brain that manage logical thinking. Therefore, I am experiencing all signs of depression.
The therapist suggested medication and therapy concurrently as a recovery plan. I rejected the medication part as I still hope to manage the situation out of my will. I confirmed all my rationale with the therapist on all the recent experiences and actions. I am not too sure if I should be happy or sad as the therapist concurred with all my analysis of the situation. The therapist also didn't object to anything I did and didn't think I subconsciously dramatize the experience. The therapist suggested that he would first work with me on managing the present situation, then would proceed to work on early childhood experience to uproot the problems at a later stage.
The first session of therapy confirmed my pain is real.
The therapist suggested medication and therapy concurrently as a recovery plan. I rejected the medication part as I still hope to manage the situation out of my will. I confirmed all my rationale with the therapist on all the recent experiences and actions. I am not too sure if I should be happy or sad as the therapist concurred with all my analysis of the situation. The therapist also didn't object to anything I did and didn't think I subconsciously dramatize the experience. The therapist suggested that he would first work with me on managing the present situation, then would proceed to work on early childhood experience to uproot the problems at a later stage.
The first session of therapy confirmed my pain is real.
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