桜ような人生

桜、桜、今、咲き誇る
刹那に散りゆく運命と知って

cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, are proudly at their best now.
this is because they know it's their destiny to scatter within a short period of time.

No one is home....

- hi hi anyone home?

+ ........

- hi hi anyone home??

+ ........

- no one is home!!!

静寂

僕、今どこにいる？
苦痛の中に
ずっと、長い間

僕、今から、どうすればいい？
長期寝たままの方かな
苦しくもない、さびしくもない、
无意識の状態

もう何もしなくでもいい
もう何も分からなくでもいい

僕、もう大変疲れて
僕、静寂を望む

A full rest

classical music
sound of rain
heart beat
call from fear

take a deep breath
heavy chest
difficult in breathing
tight chest

I pull
I block
I push
I shield
I wore out

green
bamboo dancing in the rain
red
heart bleeding in the self

grey
sky is colored
white
mind is lost

mood swing
up
up
up
down
down
down
up
up
down
down
up
down
up and down

rain pouring outside
tear pouring inside

silence the music
stop the rain
freeze the heart beat
block the fear

quiet
peace
calm
equanimity

I exist no more in this world

寂静

虚空
缥无
身无所在
心无所依

受
想
行
识
攀缘外物
常落无间

滚滚红尘
娑婆世界
五味交织
分秒煎熬

业深障高
轮回不息
苦
痛
疲
累

弃归虚壳
还复尘土
空无
寂静

Who am I? Where am I? What am I?

I am fading away each day
Not sure where I am every second
What is the real me in every instance

I am a happy man I so believe
The daily life isn't so great
But I am still a happy self

I fill my time day after day
Go along with the flow without resistance
So I make myself happy

I think there is a decision being made
will work on what I require to do
go to places where I want to go
in my most effort I will achieve
three main focuses to be cleared
months, weeks and days
time is just right