Pandara Box should be sealed forever

I had a good night sleep after the gathering, but I still woke up thinking of SH the first thing. Feeling rather uneasy, I finally talked to Loy about what was between SH and me. He knew about the existence of SH, but I didn't want to tell him before the gathering thinking I could handle myself. I guess he was a bit shocked to learn about the coincidences. I told him that the pandara box should have remained sealed and I should not have joined the gathering. He thought that it might be a good closure for both of us in such way. A year before and a year after with the same group of people.

SH texted about his opening of new food outlet. It was a while since I last received his SMS. I half anticipated something like this would come along the way. I texted back to congrat him and wish him success. Chris texted me to talk about SH, not knowing my relationship with him. He joked about SH been my type and said something strange that I couldn't even comprehend. He said he intentionally mentioned SH as he wanted to rub salt in the wound. I am sure he will scream if he knows the effect of his word. When we were at KTV later the night, Chris and the others kept mentioning SH to me. I fumbled of words to respond.

I actually didn't expect I would write so much about SH after re-opening this blog. I just feel like time has not moved a second now.