Present for Valentine??

Father walked into my room asking to speak to me, pouring all the his sorrow to me with the whole family. My family is now in a bad shape from my parents, my sisters and my brother. My father quarreled with my mum. My mum quarreled with my eldest sister. My eldest sister quarreled with my second sister. My father quarreled with my brother. My mum quarreled with my maid. My mum quarreled with my nephew ...... As usual, father still felt that he wasn't in the wrong and others were all wrong. And the most important thing in his life is still his face, his house and his business. I asked him if all these was more important than his family. He couldn't answer it, but I knew the answer was positive. I queried him if he realized my situation. He said he knew a bit, but I knew that he didn't know at all. I told him I could have died three months ago, if he viewed so importantly all his material processes, he could just go ahead and end my life since I was no important to him at all. I told him he was the one who brought me to this world, maybe he should be the one to remove me from this world too and I wouldn't bear grudge since I was in deep misery now.

I know this is not right to say to a father. I don't know how to say, I don't know how to manage, I don't what to do. I have failed so many things in my life; as a person, as a son, as a brother, as a bf, as an employee, as a student. I really don't know who I am, what I am, where I am now. I should help the family to get out of the situation but what can I do at this stage of my messy life?

Someone sent me a big present for the Valentine day. I thank you so much and I appreciate the game. Is this game going to over soon or my day is numbered?